Amanda (abarnes19) wrote,

I hate living in this apartment.

I miss Nick. So much it hurts sometimes. Do I miss him, or do I miss being loved by someone. I'll never be able to fully know I guess.

I wish things could be different with Sean. Shouldn't have pushed it. Oh well. Things happen for a reason. Nobody ever knows.

Reading "Fences" by August Wilson made me understand my relationship with my mom better. I feel like Cory Maxson, living in the shadow of his father and wanting more. Feeling pushed and unloved. Not understanding what is going on, the bigger plan.

I want to understand. I want this feeling to go away.
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